IM YOUR NYMPHETAMINE -

fucktheconcert. avril's an asshole anyway

2005-04-01T21:20:00.000+08:00

and so , i wont go.
i will NEVER go.
WOO HOO !

watever -

2005-03-31T17:47:00.000+08:00

it is an unfortunate event.
OR WATEVER SHIT -
nahar , u suck.

E N D

and he kissed my hand.

2005-03-29T20:04:00.000+08:00

i think spawts day was G R E A T ! ayang ran soo fast ! heh - he took part in soo many events. countless lar. heheh - sherry also took part ! waAa ! quite proud of her. ala , once in a while only. at least she tried. unlike me. o yeah. the audition thingy went .. urmm .. QUITE well. everone danced at a different timing. sigh. but HOPEFULLY we'll get through larr. sigh again.o yeah. durin chem , mr ong praised me. WALAU ! so flatterin ! we were having this house rival thingy and a lil bit of competition thingy goin on n we had to solve this atom thingy. all the yellow house members were quittin xcept fer me. so i went up to the board and solved the thingy. and he was like ' im gonna give shahrazad personal marks cuz wen the other yellow house members were givin up , she did not. she's one of the weakest in class but at least she showed dat she can do it. ' like WHOA ! flatterin sia ! heheh - anwayz ,

check out the pixx -

S P O R T S D A Y

heh -

irah , my dance junior. she got FIRST btw .. =D

andrea bedek !!

she ran fast okay !

he smangat cheer. heheh -

A U D I T I O N

sigh.

sherry nga berak

irah , nad and me

group pic -

FINISH.

a lil sumting fer my dear frenz ,
to dian :
if ur readin this , then here goes. dun mind the FAGGOT. he's juz another idiot. dun let him kill u. BE STRONG ! fuck watever he said dats soo not true. all you havta do now is to CUM TO SKOOL ! i noe how it feels. cuz i've seen the WORSE. you dun wanna be like me do ya ? remember , you still hav me and the girls. ;)

to yaya :
sumtimes you juz havta let go on the ones you lurve. this is reality. and you knew from the start dat the time will cum. but you hav to move on. it hurts but you know we're always here fer ya.

STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME ! to whoever-you-are

2005-03-26T23:47:00.000+08:00

tomoro is the audition. we're ready the very last min. fizah and andrea wont be wif us. sigh. so incomplete. its only me , mas , yana and the juniors. okay wateverr - soo , i missed. i missed yet another gig. sigh. cuz of my freakin uncle. but cancelled the familee gatherin. fucked up. soree lar aisyah .. next time i go wif u. I PROMISE ! we go together2 , wif rok , hazurah , syirr and all. okay ? anywayz , y are all daddees soo .. urrmm .. neverrmind larr. SIGH.

dinosaurs still exist -

weekends suck -

muhammad dunnoehowtopronouncethename

2005-03-24T19:54:00.000+08:00

' eh , in our class got one person name muhammad dunnoehowtopronouncethename. '

LAME LAR YONGHWEE !
heheh.

so we had this talk bout sports day nxt tuesday. AND IT SUCK ! cuz rite , yellow is currently in the fourth place siak ! fuck it. I CARE OKAY ! walau - blue is on the lead. wat a surprise. sheesh. urrmm .. o yeah. i finally realized dat my form teacher is fuckin mean. yeah. MARGARET LIM = MEAN BEOTCH . she's a crappie teacher larr. tot she was nice. NOT ! sigh. heyhey , 3 MORE DAYS TO THE AUDITION ! wow. and we're not ready ??

shiit -

he ripped my heart out

2005-03-22T18:46:00.000+08:00

the art excursion thingy was great. well , the ART were great. and many of the students from dat skool got into NAFA. like WHOA ~ the batik printings were all so fantabulous. soo nice. anywayz , sports heats is today. but dint get to go cuz of the art thing. actually it was worth it larr cuz get to see how they actually did their paintings and all. o yeah. there were also sum beotches in dat skool. nana was questioned by one of them beotches.

the minah - skola maner ar ?
nana - admiralty
the minah - tk .. skola maner maner ?!
nana - aper2 lar ..

after dat the beotch and her grp of female dawgs started bitching ard nana. freak. does admiralty sounds alien to ya ?? stupid beotch. dun even noe wats ADMIRALTY ! at least we noe wats TAMPINES ! losers. and theres another minah who actually stared at yaya and also started bitching bout her. fucker.

anywayz ,
happee birthday to andrea -
wait fer ur bday gift kay !!

psst -

ahem ahem

hehe -
MUAXX !

and you must keep your soul like a secret in your throat

2005-03-17T15:28:00.000+08:00

major dance competition cumin up. and SYF would be cumin up SOON. im glad to say that miss yeo had finished choreographing our steps and formation. YAY ! yet , i dint turned up fer dance today. my elbows are in blue and black. my knees are swollen ?? hmm .. maybe. and my head's spinnin ! freakin tired. skool will be open in 4 days. shiit. my homework are not finished yet. but still , aunt raf told me sumting. sumting ' unpleasant '. she got tix to the avril lavigne concert. WAAA - and im not surprised at all. c'mon ! she noes i hate avril already. i mean , avril's a - NEVERMIND ! aunt raf wants me to see her live. she said avril's live performance is excellent. fine. maybe i would , maybe i wont.

anywayz ..

yana looks cute.
heh -

get lost NOW !

An Unfortunate Event

2005-03-15T10:07:00.000+08:00

finally, i caught Lemony Snicketts: A Series Of unfortunate Events.
and it WASN'T BORING. it was soo .. wonderful ! yeah .. it was unpleasant. but it was nice. better catch it. and sunny is soo cutee ! anywayz, i went to sya's new place and her place was bigger than her older one. she finally got her own room. cool~ naz was really lookin forward to play wif sya's cats but they werent there. dunnoe wer they go to. i miss ur cats too lar sya ! wer r they ?? okay .. soo after dat went to naz's place fer a fantabolously delicious dinner. and she taught me how to make this coiled bracelets which i think those dat she made rawks. seriously. the bracelets look elegant. too bad i dint snap ` em.

the pix are here soo .. enjoy.

DHILLAA !!

soo we were doin our homework ..

and it gets fuckin boring ..

wen we decided to be such camwhores ! =D
crapp~

naz n sya

lalalalala

naz's place ..

dint noe dat there was this ' cool ' effect on my cam .. sheesh.

its not emo - im bz smsing !

you see ..

adam playin warcraft

wat lar naz ?!

adam. cute but naughty.
heheh~

over and out -

its my happee place, longing fer ur embrace

2005-03-13T14:17:00.000+08:00

i juz dunnoe wat to say.
i cant always be like this.
sumhow i havta understand.
juz be patient.

okie. sherry is already startin to listen to hardcore punk music. also to punkrawk. like WHOA ! u okay not ? and she sumtimes listens to bands dat i dunnoe. yet. aizz. adek2 skrg da maju. wat to do .. i inspired her i guess. heheh. and also the monster of jealousy is in me. muahahaha ! cuz rite .. SHERRY GOT NEW MP3 ! eEe ! soo not fair kay ! cuz im the one whos supposed to get a new one and dad promised me first ! argghh ! not fair not fair NOT FAIR ! anywayz, i got a brand new skirt from levis and i had tons of choc yesterday. i had iced choc , choc eclair , black forest bubble tea [ which also has loads and loads of choc milk n choc chips in in ] , a timeout bar , a choc-dipped strawberry and more chocz. heheh. o yeah. there was a gig held at youth park yesterday. urrmm .. nevermind lar.

you dunnoe the pain i feel everyday ..

all the things that you never ever told me

2005-03-10T13:40:00.000+08:00

im sooo LAZEE !! til i dint go to skool. heheh. naughty me. ala .. lagipon nxt wk holiday. but it doesnt seem like a one week holiday to me. shitass larr. nxt week, almost everyday, there will be dance. ARGGGGGGHHHHH !! anywayz, sya called. okay .. so i gotta noe sumting. SO NEAR SEYY !! heheh - eh ! actually rite .. today get report book. die die die. dad is gonna shout at me. mom is gonna nag at me. yar .. IF i get it back lar. heheheheh ..

soo. i had this up n down feelings recently. dunnoe y. YOU NOE ME. sucha .. sucha .. how can i describe ?? always hav these kinda WEIRD feelings. and to dat girl over there .. i only USED TO HAV suicidal thoughts. and after that u-noe-what thing .. IM NOT CRAZEE.

bitch.

and the last thing i see ..

2005-03-07T21:38:00.000+08:00

like whoa ~ my 3rd annie is TODAY ! hehe
so i got him a lil sumtin which is actually fer valentines day. heheh .. a late pressie ar. its that ' thing ' that he wants. =P

anywayz, i talked to mrs goh bout the not-satisfying thingy. she said she cant do anything. like HELLO ! you can okie ! the cash is ours ! not theirs ! the dancers did wif energy and style okie ! urggh ! im soo not satisfied. im still gonna do sumting, like im gonna do my very very best fer syf. yeah - sports day is around the corner. and i dint participate. a promise dat i made n i broke it. wateverr sha. and today i did a good deed. i paid attention during bio class fer the first time. heheh. yeah. now i understand. and i lurve bio.

cant wait fer the holidays !!

emo .

2005-03-05T23:02:00.000+08:00

Only wish that it was more than that ..

haizz -

Love is the red of the rose on your coffin door

2005-03-04T22:05:00.000+08:00

TOMORO DANCEWORKS !
but ! im not performing. heheh -
we syf mah .. so no need ar. but the dance steps so nice !! how i wish i was involved. sherry ! aiyar .. popiah here .. popiah there. idiot. she's in the cheer. smaaaaanngggaaattt. quite nice ar. andrea ! ahem and ahem ahem. gonnabe fun. HAR HAR ! syf is on the 14th of april. wow. cuming already. the steps are super duper hard. but super duper nice. high hopes are sha.

eh
HE WORE CELAK !!
soo cute !! like totally
heheh -

i miss my panda.

dipshit

2005-03-02T19:15:00.000+08:00

guess that i dint take my CT papers wif confidence. shittie results. ihateme. failed both my chem n bio VERY badly. imafreakinasshole. i think i did freakingly bad fer my mt oral juz now. nahar told me dat my melayu is freakin horrible. well, he told me indirectly lar. i dun understand the conversation part. argh ! shit lar me. org melayu tapi tk tau bahase melayu. per nieee ?! i seriously suck at it. so we already had our measurements taken fer the SYF outfit. cant wait to see the already-made outfit. another 2 more months to the competition. and another 2 more weeks to the holidays ! yay ! but shit cuz i still havta go to skool fer dance and the stoopid IT course. i wish the overseas thingy dat mom planned is confirmed. so dat i can enjoy during the holidays lar. hmMm .. i wanna watch the series of unfortunate events !!! sunny is soOo cute !! havta watch it ASAP man !!

bye ar.

psst -
3rd month annie is on mon.
=P

2005-02-28T21:47:00.000+08:00

im gonna kill zaidi !

anywayz .. the pix are here fer YOU !
heheh

in the bus and n our way ..

larlarlarlarlarlar

us n mrs goh !

speak no evil .. see no evil .. hear no evil

like WHOA ! our very own adss idol !! firwan seyyy

had ur dinner and went back ..

FINISH
byebye.

d n d

2005-02-27T13:40:00.000+08:00

one word - BORING !

how i wish i dint participate in this stoopid thing. the place fuckin budgeeet. so small n yet soo expensive. idiotic skool. mas sleptover here on fri. yana n jiejie woke us up the next day. it was bout 7 or 8 then andrea turned up and mom started doing braids on our hair. took her bout 2 hrs to do the braids. haizz. then DnD suck lar ! very tiring. the thing ended at bout 11 plus but we went back after our performance which was at ard 9 or 8 sumting. fuck lar. regret on goin.

and how do we deal wif female dawgs in our skool that keeps buggin us ?

pix will be uploaded fer YOU later.

byebye.

things are better if YOU stay ..

2005-02-24T19:21:00.000+08:00

like whoa.
i watched helena already. RAWKS LAR !!! with the dance and all .. its freakin NICE ! okay so had my MATHS paper. damn hard. da agak nyer. n i dint even have time to check. gave us only an hour to do. stoopid. i dun think i finished the whole thing. after our paper was maths lesson. mrs goh screamed at us cuz we complained that the paper was hard. IT WAS HARD ! she changed evryone seats but luckily all my close buds and myself were not ' selected ' to change seats. n i dint go to NAFA open house. shiit. no time lar ! skool ends at 2 plus. freakin skool. n a note to a person -

dun think that ur soOo cool.
ur great but urrmm .. ur wayyy overrr.
we hav feelings too.
i hope you understand.

ey -
I HATE MATHS !

common test week already.

2005-02-23T17:50:00.000+08:00

HARLOW !

its the common test week. yar i noe. so fast sia. and always havta go back late. shit lar adss. tomoro will be havin my maths paper. prepared to fail. yup2. i got a BIG fat zero fer my class test and wat more can i score fer my common test paper seyy ?? he told me to try my very best. n i HOPE i will. stupid me. cant even score fer maths test. shittie me. NAFA open house tomoro. i wanna go leyy !!

oi,
this saturday -
dinner n dance. n shadri's bday.

pathetic.

harhar !

2005-02-17T09:19:00.000+08:00

I GOT MY MP3 BACK !!

freakin moronic idiot.
and ..

IM NOT AT SKOOLL ! YAY !

a pumpkin-head doll. how sweeett !

2005-02-14T21:13:00.000+08:00

he got me .. 3 gifts !
sheeeeshh.
a pumpkin-head plushie and a wallet. the nightmare-before-christmas product.
now dats a WOW. plus an emily strange badge. okie he's crazee. but I LUUUUURRRVVVVEE YOUUU !! i opened the pressie at 5 cuz jiejie n mas wanted me to wait fer them. okie .. i waited. everyone was like .. ' can you open the thing now ? ' like NO ! havta wait fer my best mates to witness the openin. harhar. big fuck lar sha. okie .. this suck. i actually cried when i opened it. harhar !! suckkyyy ! another big fuck. cuz its soOo sweet okie ! but its the thought that counts lar syg. dun havta to buy so many stuff fer me. hehe. but i lurve the plushie though. thankz a million cyg.

and.
to those fuckers who keep on taggin those fucked up phrases ..
the only reason y u tagged .. its bcuz ..

U FUCKED UP BEOTCHES OR BASTARDS ARE FUCKIN JEALOUS !!

end.
AND FUCK OFF !

me n mr pumpkinhead.

shiiitttttt

2005-02-13T21:36:00.000+08:00

valentine's day is tomorrow.
shiiit.

-constantine

2005-02-10T21:32:00.000+08:00

constantine.
strongly recommand u guyz to watch it.
freakin nice ! but i freakin closed my eyes. heheh.

he was wif me. finally we got out together. soOo nice man. after the movie .. we dint noe exactly wer to go since its the chinese new year and well, all the shops and malls are closed. soOo .. went to esplanade instead and there were like freakin loads of people. not the right time seyy. but nvm cuz the view was still nice. heheh. met ACC there. muahaha ! mmg act cute pon. LOL ..
and ! NAZ !! YOU FINALLY CAME !! MISS YOU LIKE CRAZEE !! we dint meet each other fer like how many months and you finally came man !! had lunch and ice-cream wif her. wow. the holidays are good. i lurve you nazz !! im startin to miss you fauzy !!!

the pictures are here ~
the performance and .. blablabla

gettin readyy ..

posin in the toilet .. sheesh.

after the performance .. * Bewitching vermeiL *

waaahhh !!

see .. we do rawk the stage. muahahaha !

byebye.
stay strange.

featurin .. ME !

2005-02-08T19:19:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS AWESUM !!
WE SOO TOTALLY RAWK THE STAGE !!

enchantin.
bewitchin.

n you wouldnt wanna noe who i went jammin wif. = # wif v puppets. LOL. i cant believe myself. i juz sang infront of them sia ! n my boifren. sheeeesh ! i feel soo .. suckyy. but they told me i can sing. harhar. nice. dearie sent me home. met mas, jiejie n yana at the playground n watched the village here. freakin tired. n i noe who stole my mp3 ..
freakin idiot ! UR GONNA GETTIT MAN !! thankz to *aherm* n gang. soo totally wrong bout u guyz. u guyz arent moronic idiots or idiotic morons. u guyz are juz .. hooligans. hehe. =p

andrea ! u look soo .. vogue. harhar.

stay strange.

1 more day to the 2nd mth & 2 mroe days to our performance !

2005-02-06T21:26:00.000+08:00

okie. so we got our outfits. its nice. and simple. lurve it.
i dint go to the gig. im at home. slackin wif mas. did our homework n practiced our dance wif the outfits. its too .. light. yarr.

tomorrow is my BIG DAY. no. its OUR big day. yeah man. * 2nd month * wow. harhar. i luuurvve hiiimm.

so the pix are here.
tkder kejer lain soOo we juz snapped away.
using mas's digicam.
dad too lazy to upload.
shittie.

me n mas. nga tunggu mrt.

emo gilerr nyer. we were missin our bfs !

end.

stay strange.

with a credit report fer duty call

2005-02-04T22:34:00.000+08:00

next tuesday ! our performance ! yayy !

soOo lookin forward to it. look out pinkies. cuz ' we'll be dancin like no ones watchin ! '
cey cey CEYYY !!! apparently mas yana andrea n me are soOo gonna go shopping at bugis .. town and we're gonna get our javas at clarke quay. wahh !! at last .. get to spend time together outside of skool. cant wait. n mom is too kind to help me by givin me extra cash. hehe. i have to like save fer sum important events and im fuckin broke ! i've been thinkin dat i wanna work part- time. but wer ?? second thought .. i'll be very VERY busy if i start workin now. rather concentrate more on studies first then pursue my dreams to be a dancer. yeah man. kay watever. i want tomorrow to cum now !

stay strange.

green thing ??

2005-02-02T18:33:00.000+08:00

freakin shit. my mp3 is .. GONE. sumone in skool stole it. serve me right fer fuckin bringin it to skool ! and dians hp was stolen too. and so was her calculator. big suck fest ! whos the fuckin stealer ??!! bitch. or bastard ?? sigh. i guess its the end of evrything. my mp3 is forever gone. like wat lela said .. da sudah tu sudah. sigh. okie .. so its already a phobia fer me. not gonna bring my hp or any valueble sutff anymore. so we had the rehearsal yesterday. at the actual restaurant which is freakin small. and the stage is like .. so mini. so lil space to dance. aiyarr. budget giler nyer. we were like wastin our time yesterday. only had one rehearse practice. really man. been very busy. my aim is to spend time wif him but skool juz suck. especially on mondays. adss suck. really .. very .. suckyyy !!

stay strange n im fuckin angry.

r u ready to be liberated ?

2005-01-29T13:28:00.000+08:00

im addicted to the distillers. brody rawk. heheh.
you know whaaaaaaat ?? i had my murnin run wif him yesterday. yay ! soOo nice man. i was actually runnin by myself in the beginning wen i pass by ' the group of moronic idiots '. of course they made this stupid wahabian language and freakin animal sounds. and then i heard this person speak to me. yar .. it was him. hahakz ! then ran together but only fer awhile cuz i freakin stopped. i cant run without syir ar !! syir is my strength fer runnin. heheh. but i couldnt run. cuz my leg was still in pain bcuz of that stupid stretchin we had durin the workshop. and i forced myself to run cuz i had to. if not .. no sports event fer me. n i really wanna participate badly ! if i can lar. aiyarr .. i still look [sic]. i wanna grow fat !!! im soOo gonna eat alot later wen havin this dinner thingy wif my family. yup2.

stay strange.

never thought you make me break me

2005-01-26T19:25:00.000+08:00

haizz. at last .. our dance instructor finally showed up after 2 days. soOo .. the dance was better than last week. juz a bit faster than last weeks steps which suck ! i hate the warming up. we had to do stretchings and now i feel like im a rubber band. sigh. very damn bloody painful. and sherry will be able to join danceworks. yes. she is in dance. sigh. again. havent seen her dance yet. but gonna. i've seen the dance steps which is more hardcore. and ! the song they're using .. LOSE MY BREATH. wat a coincidence. juz jealous that their dance steps are juz soo .. much more .. powerful. no. not powerful. cuz their dance were choreographed by the instructor. yeah. so we're much more better lar. heheh.

guess wat ??

i went back wif him.

2005-01-25T19:25:00.000+08:00

im only conditioned to die.

angel face wif a taste fer suicidal - nice not ??

2005-01-22T21:36:00.000+08:00

hari rayer haji was okie. glad to hav met my kuzinz again. so we were sobbin all the way watchin putri gunung ledang. nice ley !! so sweeet sia !

' cinta dan restu tidak boleh paksa ' - hang tuah

hahakz ! nice arr !! but nvm cuz i got the vcd. =pp
i ate alot yesterday. and i mean ALOT. my grandmas nasi lemak .. POWER ! i ate like 3-4 times. i still can remember the taste. heheh. went to 3 places actually. quite tired and went back home at ard 11 plus. then today had dance practice. very tiring. and ... our dance is completed ! woOo hoOo ! we can finally dance completely. only dat we need to get our outfits and we're officially ready wif our next performance. yess ar. went back home wen mom n sis were like ' how was the dance ?? show me the steps ! '. over excited. then mom brought us to swensens and went shopping. shes juz too happee cuz her bday is cumin. cant wait huh ? hehehz. soOo .. i did a lil shoppin. got myself a pink eyeliner. juz wanna try out other colours .. if not .. evrything black. boring sia. then me n mom bought a vintage ' the beatles ' shirt each at ice lemon tee. nice ley !! so vintage. i bought other stuffs as well. lazee to type. still hopin to go out wif dearie tomolo. startin to fall lurve[sic] already. haizz. and to u girls .. if u all are still waitin fer the pix .. it WILL be uploaded SOON. be patient kayz.

stay strange.

give me novacaine

2005-01-20T21:09:00.000+08:00

hey ~
been really busy lately. and i mean really REALLY busy. so .. theres loads to tell.
im really concentratin hard on my art man. seriously. but .. my art teacher suck. her explanation suck. but i juz havta bear with the bitch larr .. cuz i wanna do damn good fer my art. tryin to get a distinction fer it actually. cey ! hopefully ar. soOo .. this week is [sic]. on tuesday .. i was isolated cuz i had fever. sucks. i cant go back to class. sucks more. fuck ai poo man. shes treatin me as if i got a virus or sumtin. fuck off larr beotch. then after that had dance. had dance fer like almost evryday lar actually. the SYF workshop thingy started on weds. the dance .. shittie. fer me ar. i like the danceworks choreography !!! very nice ! better than ours last year. the sec 1s so cuteee ! excludin sherry. =p hmMm .. soOo today is the most busiest day of all. received loads of notes to copy and loads of homework. shiiit. but during our ssp .. we .. as in the malay classmates cuz we were supposed to hav mt ssp .. and our teacher .. were talkin bout skinhead and other punk cultures when we were actually suppose to be doin work. hahakz. baik ar cikgu. then after ssp me n syir were like so smangat and played sepak takraw wif adi n gang. lol. i gotta admit that sepak takraw is actually a nice sport. girls go n try ! hahakz ! then there was a football match. maoist and field machine. like durr ~ FM won again. waited fer him larr actually. dint realize he was dat good. =pp hehehz. okie soOo .. slamat hari rayer haji evryone.

stay strange.

oOo .. now i noe !

2005-01-15T21:05:00.000+08:00

pinkies u suck. die pinkies die !
muahahaha !

tired sia. went joggin wif syir n yana. met them at 8 in e murnin. arghhhhh ! but worth it man. i really can run ! hahakz ! but yana cant run. hahakz ! kk watever. soOo .. we had our practice. again. yeah man. see how tired i am ! and ! juz received news from andrea. we got new steps ! woOo hoOo ! walau .. sumting not completed yet sia. im missing him !!! its been like 4 days dat we havent met each other. i mean .. we did but only in the murnin. not fair ! im soo emo today man. haizz. i wanna meet him ! n i soOo totally forgot bout his soccer trial thingy !! how could i ? im so bad. too busy wif that dance of mine. argh ! now i feel guilty.

kill me now.

lurving fauzy ..

2005-01-12T19:10:00.000+08:00

harlow !!

skool is great ! we r soOo gonna make it to dinner n dance ! woOo hoOo ! but then .. he's not goin ar. so we r like .. juz gonna perform n not havin dinner. haiz. but nvm .. cuz its gonna be the bomb ! wheEe ! we were practicing none stop. cuz we ARE excited bout it ! too excited ! dun worry cuz february is cumin. we r gonna be hawt. o yeah ! wat r u idiots tryin to compete wif us exactly ?? wat will u assholes be winnin ?? and yeah .. fer ur info .. we R bitches ! n ppl from skool noe that n they like us fer being it. muahaha ! so watever u ' bitches ' or morons are trying to do .. we got the whole skool supportin fer us ! get a life losers ! buzzzz off bees ! muahahahaha ! sizzley corp ?? my boo ?? get a life lar. since when punk came up wif the word ' boo ' ?? face it .. u R a posuer ! dun try to act punkish. fashion geek ! argh ! i wanna kill u arr .. can ?? sure. okie2. fuck that up. dat is fer the pinkies. now .. bout us. we r doin gooood. syir also. hahakz ! yeah man. so is mas. ahem. fashahrazy rawks ar. hahakz !

i <3 fauzy !
i <3 fauzy !
i <3 fauzy !
i <3 fauzy !!!!!!!!

stay strange okie ?
hahakz ! bye ar.

tired sia.

2005-01-10T17:11:00.000+08:00

okie .. i finally realised that syir is fuckin crazee. wats wif kim possible ar ?? walau. sumting wrong wif her. haizz. too much goin on in her mind i guess. pity u. soOo .. juz came back from skool n there are millions of hw to be done. k watever. only a few larr. art. got loads to sketch sia. now i noe .. art is actually kinda hard. maths. fuck it. mt. i hav public speakin tomoro. shit larr !! okie. im gonna do my hw.

remix

2005-01-09T20:11:00.000+08:00

' baAah ! durr ~ eEuUuww ! cheh ! yarr. eh ?? '

hahakz ! crapp.

stay strange.

muacckzz

2005-01-07T18:39:00.000+08:00

happee anni to fashahrazy. hahakz ! okie watever. today rawk ! bewitchin vermeil rawk ! we soOo rawk the day !! we did our thang ! dancing like no one's watching. yeah baby ! so .. i did my freestyle infront of the sec 1s. cey cey cey !! n sumone havta go spoil evrything. bitch. dat bitch is from dance club btw. watever freak. jealous huh ? okie wateverrrrrr. but .. we still rawk. =p sherry is gonna get into the club larr. ish. okie so .. cca day was awesum. we had to like dance in the centre of the parade square and we were surrounded by people. wow man. like totally. all the way to the 4th level. wow. really nice. our next performance : dinner n dance. here we come. =D cant wait fer that !

fashahrazy rawkz too !
stay strange.

1 more day

2005-01-06T15:50:00.000+08:00

the 4th day of skool. wasnt that bad. maths period was fun. okie lar .. not too fun. mrs goh is the teacher. so .. we were doin our revision when syir told me that she wanted to pierce her nose. hahakz !! well .. not the nose. but the upper part of it .. its between the eyes. hahakz !! dunnoe fer wat reason. then she also said that she wanted to pierce her eyebrow. hahahakz ! sure. but nice larr. n dun let ur mom catch you wif the piercings. =p today was a total suicide. all of us had to wear that ugly scarf. eeeuuuw ! n we cant take it off but luckily we can, fer us n3s as we were havin p.e. on dat day. so we can like only take it off fer 2 periods. and .. i gained weight !!! and im growin taller !! woOo hoOo ! but still a shawty fer a sec 3. pathetic. o yeah. mas got her hair cut. hahakz ! she looks very cute wif that kinda hair. nice larr .. suits her. yana n aisyah .. haizz .. bcumin more crazier. but i lurve them. n syir's in lurve. she's like .. u noe .. floating fer the whole day. hahakz ! see .. u finally found lurve. happee fer u lar. as fer me .. im soo happee. tomoro is gonnabe our very first mth anniversary. hehe. fashah will go on forever. cey ! no. not fashah. its fashahrazy now. kekekek. n tomoro we're having this cca open house thingy fer the sec 1s. another tiring day. n fuck. we're gonna hav campus run in the murnin. haizz. im gonna hav a knockout wen i get back home. soOo .. i dunnoe wat im feeling rite now .. but i want him to be wif me forever. i feel very very protected being wif him. and fer the first time ever that i really fell in lurve. deadly in lurve. i <3 u fauzy !!

juz 1 more day ..
stay strange.

lurve

2005-01-05T16:36:00.000+08:00

From the time I wake
'Till the time I sleep
And even in my dreams
I think of you.
I like to talk,
And fool around
Or, just sit and stare
But only when I'm with you
I never thought that this could happen,
These feelings that I have.
I feel lust,I feel passion,I feel need for you
Is it love or obsession ?
Friendship or desire ?
I don't know.
But I want it forever.
I never want it to go away.

skool's really a suck fest. ARGH !

2005-01-03T20:49:00.000+08:00

first day of skool. suck. sherry. eEe !! wats wif the maknenek hair man ?? haizz. okie .. wat can i say. she's just nervous. so .. yeah .. we did our thing. we confronted zul. it was nice man ! hazurah was cooOoL ! after readin the chat log .. she threw the paper on zul's face. hahakz ! sweeeeet. cant believe she did that siak. fer e sake of her fwen. nice man. mas was like ' he's the fuckin loser then. ' hahakz ! totally man. first day of skool n we totally rawk. not really. our plan bout the entrance thingy. ruined. haizz. mas was late. fiza had her sc thingy. yana dint turn up at all. next time lar. i lurve my class this time. but i hate sum of my classmates this yr. there's plenty. my form teacher .. miss margaret lim ! im dead man. she was my x-history teach. n she suck. my MT teacher. nahar. best. NOT ! my eng teacher is soo cute n small. hehe. my chemi teacher. mr ong ! ' very good '. hahakz ! so .. my partner in class was of course syir. n i dun wanna change seats. i will behave. =p o yeah .. finally .. a new blogskin ! i juz changed the pic. the former pic was .. emily. i dun wanna be so smangat bout her. so i change lorr. n stitch is actin kinda erm .. strange lately.

kay bye.

happee new year.

2005-01-01T22:11:00.000+08:00

wow. 2005 already ar ? so fast ? yet it sucks man. im not ready fer skool !! argh !! okie .. so i dun really hav any new yr resolution. no wait. i hav. yeah. only one. and that is to be more athletic. yeah man ! no more pengsan2 already ! kk crapp. bye.

stay strange.
i wan new blogskin larr !!

boring. but fun !

2004-12-30T01:02:00.000+08:00

omg. omg. omfg !
yesterday was nice. very VERY nice. soOo nice.

cuz i met him ! again ! heheh. of course lar happee.
the plan fer yesterday was ruined. snow city is really worthless. 12 buckz fer an hour ?? ilek suar. fuckin expensive. me n mas had like soOo many places to go in mind. smpi haw par villa ngan sentosa terkluar. hahakz ! zoo also. yar .. i noe. zoo is lame. wateverr larr !! soOo .. we really got no idea wer to go. murnin .. went to skool wif syir to get my uni. ncc had this fancy drill parade again .. using techno !! mepek nyerr !! so loud sia ! eEe ! okie .. but i havta tell u guyz larr. ur fancy parade thingy suck ! soree huh ? okie .. soOo .. we did go out. cuz i told them to. they almost wanted to not go out. but we juz had to. the place we went .. town. boriiiiiiinnnnnnggggg ! but fun ! hahakz ! especially we were in the mrt. heheh. chaos n havoc man. wanted to catch a movie cuz i wanna watch a movie fer the sake of watchin it cuz im fuckin bored. but nvm cuz all the movie suck. movies dat are freakin nice are all rated. wats wif the rating thingy ??!!! can juz put all pg anot ?? argh ! really wanna watch that london voodoo storee !! yeah .. so yesterday was fuuuuunnnnnnnn. finish.

stay strange.
i wanna be a retard.

herm ..

2004-12-28T16:09:00.000+08:00

i want a new blog skin. cuz this one looks boring. n plain. n simple. i want sumting dark. okie watever it is .. im finding it.

so .. went to skool again wif syir n sherry to get my skool uni. met hazurah n rokiah. long time no see sia. then saw hazhim n hisyam. they hav this sc traning thingy. hisyam .. u dun hav control over me. its my decision to be wif who i wanna be. I WAS FORCED TO STEAD WIF HIM JERK ! and alpha remix is dead. no. alpha remix NEVER existed. ' we designed the shirt ' . MY ASS FUCKERS ! but a.r. died silently. and one more thing. i never liked edi. i tried to like him. but i juz cant okie. cuz i like sumone else. u guyz juz mind ur own business okie. im soOo gonna tell the girls wat hisyam said to me juz now. so .. im quite ready fer skool except that im not gonna hav a new skool bag and im borrowing syirs droors bag. haizz. budget siak. but its okie cuz syirs gonna bring her not so new skool bag too. kehehz. i already got stationaries .. xcept fer sum books. i still dun hav the complete set of my skool books ! urgh ! so im not THAT ready fer skool. but i AM ready fer tomoro. yeah. heheh. snow city ? orite ar. but boring. summore its the rainy season. aiyar. gonna be freakin cold. but i lurve it. crap larr sha.

stay strange.

2004-12-26T16:59:00.000+08:00

okie im bored. so heres a pic of talena. pretty rite ?

merry xmas maggots

2004-12-25T22:51:00.000+08:00

my christmas .. BORING ! had a bad tummy-ache fer the WHOLE day. im still having it. sucks man. im still not allowed to go out. and i havta wait till next tues ??? i cant wait to get out of this hell !!! im dying in here ! and i really really hope i can make it on weds. and i really wanna go !!!

stay strange.
merry xmas.

i want the pain of payment. fer her.

2004-12-24T10:53:00.000+08:00

soOo .. i got back my dear hp. woOo hoOo !! muackz ! i miss u soOo much. hahakz ! im THAT crazee fer my hp. and naz got a hp too ! wooOo hoOo ! we can like sms each other evryday. finally .. u got a hp. i tot u were supposed to wait till ur like .. 18 ? okie. nvm. at least u got ur hp NOW !! n please get back home from ur kuzinz place fast. i got loads to tell u man ! n yeah .. HAPPEE BIRTHDAY !

so ..
on weds. i got my books wif him. it was nice. then went to syirs place to pass sumting to her. after that .. me n him went to .. erm .. a park to juz chill. okie. it was magical. wonderful. and i lurve him. much closer than ever. heheh. i was grounded on that day .. so told my mom that i would definitely be back after i got my books .. which is ard 1.30 pm. but ! i went back home at ard 5.15. kehehz. but mom dint say anything. which was cool. of course i went back home melting. quickly called syir n mas to tell them wat happened. hehehz. told andrea later that nite. haizz. now he's like on the way to the clinic cuz his back hurts. sheesh. played football but dint think of his dear life. lermak. but nvm .. he'll be okie. heheh. so .. im bored today. i heard that mom's gonna bring me out today. im not sure. still stuck here at the comp .. n i cant listen to the damn music cuz the fuckin audio cant work. argh !! okie .. will update more ..

stay strange.
i lurve u !!!

i want my fuckin hp !

2004-12-22T11:55:00.000+08:00

i really dun hav any regrets bout that bitch. without a doubt man. she's been acting really nice to me yesterday. she's pretending to be nice cuz mas .. fizz and syir were here. she's like .. making me my breakfast .. do house chores dat she's not supposed to do .. n was all sweet n innocent. PURLEAZE !!! show ur true fucking self bitch !! argh ! she juz suck man. fizz was really sarcastic towards her. u rawk fizz. muahahaha .. im soOo bad. okie .. so yesterday was still really pissed. im still not satisfied. of course im not. i mean .. who would ? luckily had syir .. mas n fizz here to brighten up my day a little. juz chilled .. had pizzas n watched coyote ugly. n alau got us an ice cream cake from swensens. its an oreo cheesecake. in other words .. the ice cream was cookies n cream. my fav man. that really .. really brightened up my day. fer awhile only. heheh. so .. almost the whole day i was screamin fer my hp. i really cant live without it. my hp is my boifren. mas said i was really crazee. yeah .. i am. andrea was also grounded. im like grounded fer life also. n evrything's shit. but this murnin .. he called. :) it was embarrasing cuz i juz woke up n my voice was like a toads croak. hehehz. but its okie. i mean .. he IS my boifren. so .. he asked wether i can get my skool books today. i asked mom. mom is not working to day. more shittie. i had to like ask her a thousand times then she allowed me to get my books wif him. but i hav to wait fer that bloodie asshole to cum back from skool as today she's gettin her skool result. now .. here i am waiting. so im goin off at ard .. 12.45 ? hurry up bitch !!!

stay strange ..

this is the end of everything.

2004-12-21T11:01:00.000+08:00

im seriously not gonna forgive my sister. i really dun regard her as a sister anymore. cuz she's a fuckin stranger ! after wat happened yesterday .. i really really wish that she's dead. i hav no regrets bout that. i dun care if im really being evil n cruel towards her cuz she's asking fer it. I HOPE UR READING THIS MUTHERFUCKER ! LIFE RUINER ! im better off on my own. i can live without her n i cant live with her. maggots .. do not sms me. its been taken away from my fuckin dad. u see .. my family juz suck. suck to the core. evryone believes the bitch. you fuckin asshole. i will nvr forgive you. without a doubt. u noe .. ppl always say that having a bro or sis is better cuz they can help u n they're always there to lend a shoulder. mine is the opposite. we're absolute enemies. kill you. fuck you.

stay [sic] bitch !

not again.

2004-12-17T11:11:00.000+08:00

lurvely day. and yesterday was even better. dad was at home. that was part of the boringness. but mas n fizo managed to keep me awake. we went rollerblading as usual. but i dint enjoyed it much. i was .. well .. disappointed. i cried fer the whole nite on wednesday cuz he told me that he cant get to meet me yesterday. actually .. we planned to go out but evrything was cancelled. but its okie now. cuz i dun really mind. after our blading session .. fizo had to go back. me n mas wanted to send her home. we were still ard 7 eleven .. when fauzy n alau came. hee hee. he's here !! fuck. me n my stupid home clothes. was i fuckin shy ?? sheesh. get a grip lar sha. he's ur guy man. they were on their way to their domain. durr. they're always there. okie. so i WAS happee fer awhile. havent met him in days .. so yesterday was my chance. haizz. so .. i think my folks got to noe bout it. bout me n him i mean. yeah .. i guess so. today .. yeah goin out at noon. gonna go shopping wif my crazee motherr. okiez.

stay strange ..

2004-12-14T20:02:00.000+08:00

deadly in lurve.

i aint get nuthin but LURVE

2004-12-14T19:58:00.000+08:00

i miss u. very much !! when will i see you again ?? im dying here !! i heart u. always.

hapee bday mas .. fizo .. n in advance .. to yana too.

2004-12-13T21:56:00.000+08:00

haizz. drg semuer da dpt ic. aku lagi satu tahon. lermak. maseh lamer. but y do i care so much bout ic ?? hahakz. no big deal anywayz. hapee bday to mas. hapee belated bday to fizo. hapee bday in advance to yana. u girls are 15 year olds already. yayay. okie .. so this murnin followed syir get her skool books. she brought her new mp3 along. i got mine too. :p no need to show off already. but of course .. hers is more nicer lar. from creative. mine .. like piece of shit. hahakz. seriously. dint see anyone that we noe of at skool .. only asha. got her books that i ran to the noticeboard outside GO to see who are my new classmates. yeah .. its true. i'll be meeting *those guys* next year. and we would see each others faces evryday. but will we talk ? haizz. i can only wait n see. then followed syir home to put her books before goin to bk. freakin shit of me cuz i barthed out my food. wasted my money sia. shittie me. but then i was okie. we continued window shoppin when we came across this bag. its black n green. syir's idea to get that bag for mas. dats wat i thought. it suits her flip flops that she juz got awhile back. met mas at her void deck. haryna was there too. mas told us that she was damn bored. her bday summore. kekekek. tau pon .. bday aku pon boring okie ! but at least we're celebrating hers .. fizas n yanas bday one day next week. kekekek. gonnabe fun larr. dun worry. we'll bring out the eggs n flour also. :p plus gassy drinks n pour it all over u girls hair. muahahahahaha !! brace yourselves ...

celebrity deathmatch .. gotta watch !!
stay strange ..

i heart u.

2004-12-09T21:41:00.000+08:00

wat a day. and a great day too. he smsed me yesterday. in fact .. he sms me everyday. 24/7. seriously. heheh. then he called me at 11.40 or sumting. yeah .. ard dat time. we were talkin bout skool and stuff. the usual. then he invited me to go rollerblading. i was like .. wat ?? okie .. this is fun. rollerblading wif him. heheh. but he wasnt that sure yet. okie .. then we talked .. n talked .. n talked. i dint wanna put down cuz his voice make me melt. heheh. okie2. we talked till 3.10. AM okie. not afternoon. yeah .. broke my record. but i really dint wanna put down !! but of course after that he continued smsing me. hee hee. sweet larr. but only fer awhile. then the next murnin .. he woke me up by .. yeah .. sms. heheh. lucky fer me i wasnt that late to go rollerblading wif him cuz it was like 9.35 when we actually wanted to blade at 8 sumting. yar .. he wanted it to be in the murnin cuz furthermore i had to go out wif mas to get flip flops. but we met at 10.30. as usual .. i came down at 10.35. haizz. im always late. he brought his younger bro along. hee hee. okie .. i gotta tell ya guyz that the rollerblading thing was ... FUN !! GREAT !! FANTABULOUS ! seriously. he was always there fer me wen i was about to fall. sweet larr ! had a great time .. then went back up at 12.15. haizz. iii llllllluuuuurrrrrrvvvvvvvveeeee uuuuuuu. went online .. n there he was .. online too. chatted wif him while gettin ready to go out. heheh. okie .. so after that .. i went to meet mas at her block then met syir at cp. we accompanied syir to withdraw her money from bank when sum minahs were lookin fer trouble. ala .. biaser lar .. kater minah. drg kan tkder kejer lain. always pickin up a fite. think wat ?? cat fite arr ?? fuck off lar damn shittie minahs ! anti u all sia ! kk .. saw my long lost enemy. yar. mufidah. she suck. said shes a punk .. at last jadi minah jugak. watever larr shithead ! she was queuin up too n she was like rite behind syir. syir complained to me that fucker fida n her minah fren kicked her shoes twice. jealous per org pki converse ?! fuck off lar. minahs are obviously jealous cuz they always get fake stuff. rite ?? rite. okie2. after that .. we were headin towards orchard. arrived at orchard and .. as usual .. we were fuckin hungry n lookin fer food. we ate at puncak. yummie. sum matreps had to sit beside us. eEe !! filthy mat reps. [ i wonder y they r loads of minahs n mats today .. haizz ] finished eatin and headed to heeren. were on our way wen mas saw *aherm*. she was like screamin here n there n like hiding behind me. she dint havta hide anyway. i mean .. that guy actually noticed her. she was like .. ' argh ! ' here n ' argh ! ' there .. haizz. mas2. okie .. then went into heeren n got our flip flops. mine was pink n mas's was green. first time got sumting pink. hehe. after gettin e flip flops wif satisfied hearts .. we split up fer awhile . mas n sherry went to flash n splash while me n syir went to hmv. i was juz wanna check out the price fer gwen stefani's latest album. i finally got hold of it when i joked to syir saying that y dun she get me this cd fer my belated bdae gift. she actually got it fer me ! walau. this girl ar .. really serious on jokes. hahakz ! per lagik .. aku happee ar. hahakz ! finally .. i get to bring home the cd. hahakz ! we got the cd n went to look fer mas n sherry. then we planned to go to esplanade to see the sunset. very nice view man. stayed there till 8 sumting. me n mas saw our dance instructer. she was busily practicing her nutcraker ballet thingy. but anywayz .. its nice. snap loads of shots using my hp cam. heheh. mas .. syir n sherry were all crazee when we were at esplanade. they started dancing .. shouting n singin their own stupid song. hahakz ! psychos. i dint join them. too busy thinkin of him. haizz. but then i finally joined them. we were like dancin n shouting all they way till we get to the mrt station. hahakz ! so crappie lar. reached admiralty .. went home .. n here i am. yeah .. thinkin n missing him.

Stay strange.
so long n gd nite.

("v")("v")("v")("v")("v")

2004-12-08T10:19:00.000+08:00

i found *him*
and im happee.

one boi. one girl. two hearts. their world. im in lurve ..

2004-12-06T10:33:00.000+08:00

hey .. i think im in lurve. yeah .. i am in lurve ! yesterday .. when we were swimmin .. he came to safra. wow ! its really him ! but i wasnt in the pool actually. he and his punkrawk frenz. then when we were like changin .. he smsed me .. tellin me that he's gonna go off. ala. wish he could stay longer. after that .. went to northpoint to eat. he smsed me .. again. yeah. he still remembers me tau. kekeke. sms fer like how long till i reach home. haizz. then after a few mins later .. he called me. whoa .. it was like .. fun talkin to him. he very cute lar .. very funny also. okie .. today is the day. im goin shoppaing wif lea ! woOo hoOo ! i bet its gonna be fun. and of course .. he'll sms me again today. for sure.

im in lurve ~
bye.
Stay Strange. n in lurve again. crap.

would your dark nails of faith .. be pushed through my veins again ..

2004-12-05T13:22:00.000+08:00

its finally over. after weeks of BOREDOM wif u .. im free now. fuck u. u suck to the core. seriously. nvr hav i had a stead such as u jackass ! ur the worst. actually .. i was forced to stead wif u so that u wont quit a.r. or watever !!! now i noe .. alpha remix merepek !! u think ur the leader ?! leader semuer tk main ar sial. kk watever bout him. sayin things bout him make me feel like i wanna choke sumone. YOU SUCK BITCH !

so .. today went to skool. yar .. field machine versus teachers. and .. field machine won ! woOo hoOo ! goalkeeper ? HIM lar. i got his pic in my phone ! woOo hoOo ! dats another him. the last time one which i tot was not sincere. i was wrong. he IS sincere .. and very sweet. he wanted to go skool wif me .. but i told him that im goin later wif mas .. syahirah s. and syahirah r. then he wanted to send me back home .. so i waited fer him at the freshly new open park beside our skool. alau was wif him. hazhim n firwan met us too. so all of us went back home together - gether. walking wif him .. totally fun. its like we've known each other fer a long period of time. hehe. cute lar he. very nice smile. he sound me .. havent accept. nxt wk .. gettin my skool books wif him. haizz. melting already. kk .. cut the mushy stuff lar sha. its the lurve season fer me .. mas n syahirah. aherm. kekekekek. okie2. now .. i gotta go get ready cuz im goin swimmin wif mas n syahirah. whee. and yar .. the AR rayer pix are ready. thankz drea fer the photos.

bye bye.
Stay Strange ..

2004-12-05T12:44:00.000+08:00

drea n fizo .. wif freazy n sleazy.

2004-12-05T12:43:00.000+08:00

us !!! woOo hoOo !

2004-12-05T12:42:00.001+08:00

the babes .. heheh

2004-12-05T12:42:00.000+08:00

drea me mya n fizo

2004-12-05T12:41:00.000+08:00

drea mya n fizo

i'll still glow ..

2004-12-03T08:51:00.000+08:00

damn am i happee. its bcuz my frenz made me happee. literally. okie2. on the 13th we're gonna celebrate mya' .. lea's and fizo's bdae at east coast ! woOo hoOo ! but before that .. me n lea are gonna go shoppaing !! and thats on monday. woOo hoOo !! im gonna get loads of stuff and lea's gonna help me find a skirt. she's gonna get new shades too. and also .. i got a new hp !!! wif the same no. and its not nokia which i expected it to be. its the siemens C65. eEe. gotta appreciate it sumhow cuz dad got it fer me. thank u very much daddee. i hate HIM. dun be mistaken. not my dad ..but him. he makes me mad yesterday. real mad. mya was mad too. she was soOo mad that she wanted to slap his face. i dun mind at all. in fact .. i would be happier. prangai jer tu setan. kuat merajok and bad temper. and always waitin fer me to make the first move. get lost. i'll be on the countdown jackass ..

Stay Strange ..

2004-12-01T13:40:00.000+08:00

the new me ... muahahaha

in loving memory. of your demise.

2004-12-01T13:28:00.000+08:00

shitass. i lost my fuckin hp. argh !!! i dunnoe how it got lost. i miss u hp !!! i cant live without Y O U ! basically my hp is the most important thing in the whole wide world. but now .. its gone !!! mom told me that i could hav a new one in bout a few mths. wat the fuck ?! she noes im gonna die without a hp. eEe !!!! damn. anywayz .. here's my name acronym which is a piece of shit. im bored. wat can i say.

SHAHRAZAD
S	is for	Spunky
H	is for	Hilarious
A	is for	Arty
H	is for	Hip
R	is for	Radiant
A	is for	Athletic
Z	is for	Zingy
A	is for	Animated
D	is for	Dignified

What Does Your Name Mean?

2004-11-30T09:39:00.000+08:00

i lost my freakin hp !

rayer wif a.r. // open house

2004-11-28T23:01:00.000+08:00

hello hello.
loads to tell bout that day. overall it was quite fun. dint enjoy that much. kay .. lets start.

the girls came over to my place to do a makeover on syahirah. syir was freakin pretty man. the first time that i saw syir in a .. dress. yep yep. wif heels too. then .. hazhim .. zaidi .. fahmy and azly turned up. they were supposed to be waiting at the playground but nvm. i mean .. no ones at home anyway. adi and azri were downstairs. really surprised cuz all of us kept our promises and that is to wear black n white. hehe. cool man. at around 11.30 or 12 we went outta my house and were on the way to rajis's place. edi and firwan were already there. us girls were sweatin like pigs. fuck the weather. damn hot. when we arrived .. edi and firwan were already karaoking. yelar .. kater singer. heheh. we girls rushed to the fan to dry ourselves up. hahakz ! when we were doin our thang .. rajis brought out his cat. awWw. so cute. as usual .. mas .. fizo .. yana and andrea ran. heheh. cuz of them .. his cat had to be locked up inside the room. lamak. after that we went to andrea's place. okie2. here's the list of homes that we went to :

-rajis's
-andrea's
-suzyani's
-mastura's
-firwan's
-aisyah's [sec 1]
-syir's
-farhan's
-yana's
-syahirah's
-hazhim's
-zaidi's
-fahmy's

yep2. those were the places that we got to. there were sum happee moments. yeah .. the fun was at zaidi's place. there were no one at home. only us. so we had a lil freedom. andrea and fizo were at the computer while the rest were watchin football .. eatin .. and even wrestling. heheh. at one point of time .. syam .. fahmy .. hazhim .. mas n yana were wrestling wif each other when suddenly yana stood up and stared blankly. we all were askin her wat had happend. she screamed. then she shouted .. ' koyaaaaak !! '. hahakz !! kain dier koyak !!! hahakz !! but luckily it wasnt that obvious. haizz. we were at sumones place when us girls were talkin bout the OC. that was the time when i realized that the OC was on that day. we caught it at hazhim's place and it was the last house of the day. we dint watch it till the end lar. late already. took the bus wif mas .. syam .. fahmy .. azri .. firwan .. adi and rajis. reached home at 11. counted my monay and boy was it worth it. heheh.

yesterday. it was my open house. glad that a.r. turned up and so did mashi .. naz and aisyah. yaya turned up too !! she had good news fer me. she told me that her mom is gonna bring us go shopping at planet hollywood ! cool man. yeah. tomoro .. i gotta go back to skool to get my class result. hopin that i WILL get to n3.

Stay strange ..

2004-11-25T07:40:00.000+08:00

today is the day. and im sittin here .. waitin fer the time to cum. smangat nyer sha. alpha remix is gonna rayer today. whEe ! heheh. no big deal lar actually. juz cant wait to get out of this old house. damn bored. cant sleep yesterday. kept thinkin of today ar. heheh. crap lar. anywayz yesterday i got myself a new haircut. now my hair is freakin shawt. well .. not too short. mya n lea accompanied me. after that went to get mya's hair dye. at last all three of us shared the hair dye. dyed our hair at my place. mya did streaks fer me. hmMm .. we dint really like had fun or wat so ever at my place. juz chilled and watch white chix wif freazy and D too. then at nite .. irshad .. razif .. hairul .. amin and jo came to my place fer rayer. lame asses. hahahkz ! kinda had fun. being wif them yesterday nite had me thinkin of my p6 days. heheh. tear. emo man. yeah .. i also cant wait fer friday. that will be the day wen i'll meet naz and mashi !! lurve u too !! haizz .. its gonna be another great day. okie .. gonna get my things ready first.

Stay Strange ..

happee birthday to me. heheh.

2004-11-22T21:41:00.000+08:00

okie. wat can i say .. im already 14. hahakz ! yeah.

anywayz .. went to skool fer the adss cup thingy. field machine won against maoist. haizz. mya n fizo were like supportin field machine all the way. heheh. me n syir were quite bored lar. aherm. we both were like playin wif the football .. passin here n there. haizz. cant get to watch red stallions and farhan's team play cuz we girls went to macs. i wanted to cum back to skool but sumhow .. mya, fizo n syir dint let me. hmMm. suspicious isnt ? heheh .. rite. after we finished eatin .. mya ' pretended ' to go to the toilet wif fizo .. but then i noticed they went to cold storage instead. their plan dint work well. cuz i saw fizo holdin a plastic bag wif a packet of flour in there. hahakz ! too late. wanted to run away but mya n fizo were to strong as they kept hold of me. at last kena sabo wif flour and water sia ! sheesh. i had lumps of flour in my hair and had a 2 hr bath. haizz. poor syir .. had to wait fer me while playin the comp. heheh. syir chilled at my place. she actually accompanied me to watch harry potter juz now. heheh. i cant wait fer thursday to come. its gonna be great. get ready alpha remix.

Stay Strange .. and happee birthday to me. hahakz ! watever.

2004-11-21T23:24:00.000+08:00

6b .. teachers day this yr ..

2004-11-21T23:23:00.000+08:00

mya and lea

2004-11-21T23:22:00.000+08:00

sherry and sadri

my living nitemare starts tomoro ...

2004-11-21T23:07:00.000+08:00

hey ppl. had a great time today. not really ar. today went to uncle shaf's house. his theatre room is way cool than ours ! he got the screen and everything that can be found in the cinema. fuckin awesum. now he has loads of dvds. i borrowed 6. hahakz ! me n my uncles and aunties watched white chix and hulk in the theatre while the rest were like outside .. eating. hahakz ! cool man. hmMm ... yep .. turnin 14 tomoro. watever. and ... im goin to the adss cup tomoro ! woOo hoOo ! so gonna support him. erm .. yeah .. dats it.

Stay Strange ..

its not a fashion statement. its a fuckin deathwish !

2004-11-20T11:27:00.000+08:00

finally had the OO and it was the last skool day of the year fer sum of us yesterday. gawd it feels good to hav the holidays here. i left my file filled wif sketches back at the homec room. argh ! tu lar .. nak cabot sangat. haizz. anyway .. today they're havin the admiralty cup. cant get to watch them play. mom wont let me out. watever shit man. hope that maoist will get to the finals. hee hee. if they got to the finals .. i havta go watch them play man. yeah ! heheh. speakin of finals .. taufik got into the finals fer singapore idol ! woOo hoOo ! watched it wif mya .. lea .. fizo and aisyah. u go taufik batisah ! supportin u all the way man. olinda dint cry but one of her fans was overeactin. hahakz ! poor thing. and fer all the movie freaks out there .. i recommand that you havta watch THE FORGOTTEN. yeah. next movie .. the incredibles fer me plz. hehe. and im turnin 14 nxt wk. hahakz ! crap sha.

Stay Strange .. and i miss him.

2004-11-18T21:25:00.000+08:00

it DOES hurt

i wont let this bulid up inside me. again.

2004-11-18T21:05:00.000+08:00

fought wif my folks again. bunch of shits. actually now mom is fuckin shouthin at me n im juz tryin to fuckin ignore her. wats wif her ?! wats wif them ?! fuckin biase.

' im goin to throw the pc away ! ur not goin out anymore ! am i talkin to the wall ???!! i ckp baik2 pon u very rude to me ! ' - mom

these are her favourite quotes. yeah .. u are talkin to the wall mom. y dun u yell all those words to her ?! yeah i noe. sherry's ur fav. she's always been. dad too. both of u are practically biase. both of u are shits. we dun even do the ' maaf ' thingy on pagi rayer. wat do u xpect ? this IS my familee.

anywayz .. my ex classmates from gwp came. najeeb and ... yeah .. razif were here too. quite happee to see them. im endin it here.

i AM strange. watever shit it is.

2004-11-17T21:49:00.000+08:00

i feel ... strange.

slamat hari rayer maggots.

2004-11-13T19:08:00.000+08:00

tomoro's rayer. havta get up early in the murnin cuz usually dad hates goin out in the noon during the first day of rayer. and im havin fever again. fuck me. familee is gonna wear black tomoro. fuckin cool. orite. update more.

Stay Strange and hav the worst rayer ...

you are my only one.

2004-11-12T09:55:00.000+08:00

been awhile. a looong while. and i got loads to tell.

okie. im happee. after how many months of being single and now .. finally im attached to sumone. saints. haha hee hee ho ho ! man it feels good to noe sumone's there fer me. together on the 7 nov and my advanced birthday gift. hee hee. this is already the 6th day being wif him and its okie. orite .. next storee.

yesterday a.r. had the second dinner together. finally princess and sleazy made it. but before our buker .. we went to watch shutter and .. i got to sit beside him ! whEe ! was i damn happee. the movie was okie .. the ghost looked fake. and sherry cried cuz she was fuckin scared. fizo n ricco had to comfort her like shit. then saints gav her ' protection '. gee. thankz to all 3 of u. on my left was syir then beside her was mia. hahakz ! they're so funny man. syir was crapping all the way bout the ghost n stuff. hahakz ! should hav watched the forgotten. at least sumting man. next stop .. the incredibles. heheh. must watch. o yeah .. princess is attached. wif him !!! whEe ! both of us are happee. hahakz ! her's is on 10 nov.

haizz. i gotta stop here. gotta get ready fer the stupid speech day.

Stay Strange ..

i aint happee .. im feelin [sic]

2004-11-03T18:53:00.000+08:00

freakin [sic] again. cuz of the freakin weather. haizz. im down wif flu n cough again.

at the same time .. im glad cuz i really got promoted to sec 3 nxt yr. wow .. cant believe it. all these while im always telling myself that i would be retained. but no .. i dint. hahakz ! dad would definitely be freakin happee when he reads the report book. nowadays im freakin busy wif OO. fed up tol. feelin very tired these few days. evryday go back late. haizz .. y must i volunteer to do the stupid apam balik ?! giler sak sha. haizz. o yeah .. i watched doll master last saturday. very suspending .. but boring. ader mepeknyer jugak. watched it wif saints .. freazy .. swift and s*lyte. after we watched it .. me n s*lyte went back home as we were gonna buker puaser at nanny's house. very happee to meet my long lost kuzins again. cey ... korang semuer tol2 tukar sey. diniy da jadi rudeboi sey !! bagos lar tu .. at least ur not like last time. hahakz ! still remember wen we always used to fite over candies. hee hee. the food was great. i'll give it a 110% cuz nuthings better than nanny's cooking. kekekek. tomoro planning to buker at princess's house. then we'll do more gossip. heheh. end.

Stay Strange maggots ...

gettin back my results is like commitin suicide .. seriously.

2004-10-28T08:25:00.000+08:00

finally i got back my bloodie results. it was shit. but luckily i juz failed 2 subs. maths n geo. i've never pass my maths before so it wasnt that shocking fer me. im choosing n3 nxt yr so i can get bio. yep. anyway .. yesterday was shit. those mutherfuckers n cocksuckers ...

okie. yesterday was great at first. i mean .. as usual .. A.R. were at my domain to practice fer their talentime which is on this fri. evrything went great. the usual lar. then .. at ard 3.30 .. i had to follow mas n fizo to geylang .. but it wasnt juz only us. we went wif those shittie sec 3 acad guyz. i expected the outing to be fun .. but everything was a piece of shit ! those bloodie assholes ! that would be my first n last day goin out wif them ! if i knew .. i nvr wuld hav followed. they werent friendly. they bailed on mas n fizo. they juz mindd their own business. mutherfuckers. damn bloodie bastards ! i wasted my time man. our motive was to walk together .. as a group .. but ended up evryone being seperated. go n die lar u all ! k nvm bout that. today .. yeah .. in the noon .. A.R. will be cumin again to practice. yeah .. dats juz it.

Stay Strange maggots ..

aLpha remix's outing part 2

2004-10-23T13:11:00.000+08:00

yeah .. we went out again. we had too much time spent wif each other already. addicted to all of us. hahakz. so yesterday .. we hung out again.

not all were there yesterday. the people that were there were me .. mya .. s*lyte .. freazy .. saints .. zig .. ricco .. leeya .. john d .. azri .. mai and rajis. only mai and rajis werent one of us. at first .. it was only me n mya who wanted to go fer a survey on skirts at bugis. then freazy sms-ed me n ask wether we wanted to go together-gether. so we did. he also wanted s*lyte to follow .. cuz he dint want her to be left alone i guess. hahakz. saints .. freazy and zig met up at my place and they took care of the domain while me n mya fetched lyte from skool. we were caught in the rain .. again. freakin wet than the other time. we hurriedly took a bath at my place and dried ourselves. mya had no choice but to borrow my shirt. haizz. o yeah. btw .. s*lyte got in to the semi-finals ! see .. she can do it. heheh. and her fren .. atiq .. wanted us to teach him sum moves. so we decided to bring him to meet saints. me n mya told saints bout it and was okie wif it. phew. then after that .. we went to bugis. all the skirts were damn ugly there ! all i can see were sum von dutch shit. von dutch here .. von dutch there .. everywhere von dutch. then we went to parco bugis. did sum window shoppin till it was bout 4.15 then we took off to meet the rest at city hall. from there .. we went to paya lebar to buker our puaser. yeah .. we buker at haig rd there i think. i had mee bandung. heheh. yummie. i was damn full. when we finished our buker already .. we went jln2 at the bazaar. john d bought a von dutch tee and i gotta admit that it was nice. mostly the stuff that we bought from the bazaar was food. yeah. yummielicious food ! heheh. we walked here n there when we girls decided to go to this fashion. me .. mya n leeya did catwalks in the outlet. hahakz. sieow. then the guyz like tried on skirts and everything. hahakz. crazee assholes. then at bout 9 sumting we took off from there. we took the mrt and was havin great fun. me .. saints .. mya . and freazy kept on dancing. hahakz. cool man. then in the mrt .. lyte kept on fartin n fartin. then saints said that her fart smelt like eggs. hahakz ! yeah ! true2. we shared jokes and evrything and we all laughed out loudly. we were actually the only ones which are noisy in the mrt. hahakz ! we dropped at admiralty .. and i reached home at bout 10.50. i had a really great time yesterday.

today .. me freazy saints and swift [syir] are plannin to lepak at sum other places. too bad mya isnt here cuz she's at batam. but we're not sure yet on wether go out.

more to cum ..

Stay Strange ..

happeee !! exams are already overr ! 3 days of sum fun shit ..

2004-10-21T18:59:00.000+08:00

harlow !

today was my last paper. and evrything is over. yeah .. the end of skool is cumin. whEe ! hmMm .. today was great. all i can say are three words .. which are fun fun fun ! today was edi's birthday. we planned to sabo him and we met at my house. but me .. irah and princess had skool as we were having our last papers. then .. irah was delayed. she had to take a class test on her own cuz that nahar lose her paper. princess also made a delay. we had to follow her back and was caught in the rain. she wanted to head home first cuz she wanted to change. me n irah were freakin wet. i made a call to my house to check wether they already arrived when i heard that fizz had to go by 12.30. then we rushed outta princess's house and took a cab. i took a cab fer the first time wif my frenz ! hahakz. kk watever. the people that were here juz now : fiz .. saints [edi] .. freazy [firwan] .. ricco[hazhim] .. dj zig [zaireel] .. mya [mas] .. princess [andrea] and liya [yana]. the rest of a.r. were here too but they were juz hangin out at the playground. we sabotaged ' saints ' by using flour. ONLY flour. boring. and yet he was pissed of wif us. aiyar. birthday should make u feel happee. anywayz .. he was alrite wif us. he was only pissed wif us fer bout .. 5 mins or so. heheh. then .. we taught sherry [*lyte] the steps to the song usher. its fer her greenwood idol tomoro. yeah. im confident that she's gonna win. cey. of course all of us will be there and support her all the way. yeah. me .. mya .. princess .. fizz .. lyte and irah went rollerblading while the guyz were busy watchin scary movie [batal puaser!] and liya was the only one wif the bike. heheh. she really dunnoe how to ride a bike man. really had fun. then suddenly liya injured herself. her big toe was cut. ouch. suddenly she had a bad headache till she wanted to faint. aiyar. then we quickly brought her upstairs and took the first aid kit. sheesh. at ard 6 they all went back home. tiring man. and .. im goin to camp teen no matter wat.

Stay Strange ..

wanderin .. dreamin .. wanderin .. dreamin

2004-10-19T11:19:00.000+08:00

juz finished chattin wif him. only said hi. haizzz.

okie .. today i juz had my literature paper. damn easy. then bailed out from skool at 9.25. once again .. went back home wif hazurah and syir. then we sat at pondok and juz talked shit. this murnin .. sum boiz and a girl from the sec 3 tech class were being punished. they had to stand infront and face the whole skool. aanis was one of them. he had this innocent look on his face. watever shit aanis. i heard that they burnt a bicycle yesterday. hahakz. got nuthin better to do ar ? o yeah .. i dunnoe wether in goin to the camp teen or not. it sounds fun .. but its during my december holidays. december means relax. haizz. should i go ? syir wants me to go .. cuz if i dun .. then she wont hav any frenz there. haizz. i want hafizah .. mas .. and andrea to go too. the more the merrier. but hafizah will only go if mas is. aiyar. but i still havent make up my mind yet ! kay .. im left wif 3 more papers. still hav to studee kay ! especially maths. after that .. FUN FUN FUN !!! whEe ! more hangin out wif my girlfrenz .. alpha remix .. jammin. woOo hoOo ! then after that .. raye. this is like my third time mentionin raye. hahakz !

now .. edi .. zaireel .. firwan .. mostly from alpha .. is playin ali pom. haizz
wanna kacau them ar.

Stay Strange ..

2004-10-15T16:25:00.000+08:00

haha ! yesterday was fun.

after skool .. me .. syir and mas were suppose to go studee at the lib. but then mas dint ans my call. so .. we went off without her. heheh. as we were about to take the escelator.. sumone shouted my name ... so .. i looked up. skali nmpk yana .. mai .. eddie .. zaireel .. adi .. hazhim .. mostly all from tech ar. happee sia ! they were headin towards the foodcourt too. then me n syir went wif them. we were eatin .. talkin .. drinkin .. when me n syir decided to go to the arcade and play this mc thingy. hahakz ! lame. but fun. then .. both of us took neoprint yng tk menjadi. hahakz ! then .. terserempak wif them again. actually .. we bumped into them like bout 4 or 5 times lar. after that .. me n syir wanted to go to the lib .. to studee lar of course. waste our time goin there cuz we found loads and loads of minah and mat rips. they took all the tables and seats .. not studying but wasting their time trying to find a ' match ' i guess. those fuckers. freakin idiots. then we bailed out from there .. trying to find a nice spot to studee sumwer far from that filthy place. but then .. when we were walkin out from causeway point .. we saw mas n ziela. yeah ! i told mas that i saw yana n gang. skali nmpk dorang .. again. at the titanic place there. we met them fer awhile. then followed mas back ... cuz she wanted to take her books. then go back to lib again. but before that .. we went to meet yana and gang .. again ! hahakz ! this time more fun cuz we battled dance. kekekeke. after that said goodbye to them and all .. then we headed to the lib. more peaceful cuz all the fuckers werent there anymore. so .. we can at least concentrate. at ard 7.30 .. mom called. kacau jer. kekekeke. she wants me to go back. but of course lar .. i dint. but she sounded pissed wif me .. but only on the phone. so .. i told mas n syir to cum by my place to studee. actually .. we dint. we talked and talked .. singin n dancin like shit. hahakz ! yeah. they went back at ard 9.30 or so.

today .. juz had my science and homec paper. homec paper sucked alot. freakin hard. after skool .. went back wif mas n syir. now they r at my house. watchin exorcist. aiya .. korang tk sabar ker ?? heheh. yeah .. dats just it. more to be updated ...

Stay Strange ...

studee.. and fastin month starts tomoro...

2004-10-14T11:11:00.000+08:00

hey ppL ..

i juz had my english paper 2 juz now. dint hav much time to re-check my paper. fuck. i think i dint really complete the whole paper. damn. im counting on hope. haizz. tomoro will be my science and homec paper. sucks. i havent finish doin my stitching yet. everyone in class has already handed in their project except fer me. hahakz. very the hardworkin sey sha. kk watever shit. hmMm .. o yeah. me .. syir .. hazurah .. rokiah .. are gonna form a band. erm .. i think. THINK only. not confirmed ar. impious apostate ar syir. hahakz ! watever shit ar. im gettin lame nowadays. hahakz. dunnoe y. 3 days dint go to skool. again. had fever at the wrong time. now.. i still down wif flu and coughin and sneezin. haiz. suckz man. hmMm .. theres nuthin more to say bout that guy. its been very long actually. dunnoe wat is he thinkin rite now. ppl say he's in deep stress. kay .. then i'll keep it low first. syir must be very happee to noe sumone out there likes her. hahakz. rite rite ?? heheh. 1 more day to puaser. after that .. yayay .. raye babe. hahakz ! o yeah. i saw sya at mc. she was wif her familee. i cant wait to see ur new house man ! happee to hav met u too ! naz .. its been very long since the last time we met. hahakz. concentrating hard on studies ar ? bet u do. dun think of him kay ! he's gd fer nuthin. we'll meet again after exams orite. to mas .. fiz .. yana .. and andrea : really appreciate you girls fer being there fer me. yeah .. ALPHA REMIX RAWK TO THE CORE ! remember .. im only dancin fer u guyz. hahakz ! we'll hangout after examz kay. and do MORE gossip. hell yeah. heheh.

gotta bail now.
Stay Strange ..

shoppin .. shoppin .. more shoppin.

2004-10-09T22:18:00.000+08:00

today was the day where i took my mind off skool and went shoppin wif my familee. and i mean serious shoppin. we went to causeway point to get my converse jacket and then met mom at jurong. from there .. headed to orchard. yeah.. we went to loads of shoppin malls. i got myself a mango handbag. wheEe.. ! mom was the one who chose fer me the bag ... and its fer hari raye. hahakz. then .. went to far east plaza to find sherry a von dutch handbag. unfortunately .. there were none. haiz. she was kinda upset lar. but at last she got a guess handbag from tangs. i gotta admit that hers was much more nicer than mine. urgh.. ! mom got herself a handbag too. hahakz. hmMm ... wat else. yeah .. i got a new chuck taylor highcut shoes. yayay.. ! its a plaid one. after all these shoppin .. we planned on watchin white chicks. it was cancelled cuz the front seats were only available. so we decided to go tomoro. as a matter of fact ... i watched it already wif mas. hahakz. but i wanna watch it the second time. damn funny. haiz.. puaser is almost here man. after that .. hari raye !!! muahahahah. kay lar .. gotta bail ppl.

stay strange maggots ..

2004-10-05T18:43:00.000+08:00

slipknot ..

2004-10-05T11:56:00.000+08:00

alpha remix part 1 .. dance.

time goes by .. secrets rise ..

2004-10-05T11:47:00.000+08:00

im feeling so emo today. having mixed feelings again. yesterday.. pink bitches pissed me off. they dint admit e stuff that they lied. they're twisting e story. they r fucked up bitches. suddenly e 16 yr old bitch talked all slang to me. wat e fuck ? i dun giv a damn n im not satisfied .. i wish i could say more !

im having very high fever today. its always been like this. when they're some problems goin on .. i'll fall sick. haiz .. im soOo weak. im damn pissed. supposingly today we are gonna confront them .. but its cancelled as im sick. i told hafizah to wait fer me .. n we'll do it on wed. see how it ends fuckers. im fuckin gonna kill her. she ruined my life. i'll ruin hers.

2004-10-02T09:35:00.000+08:00

gooday maggots !! im here in e early murnin .. thinkin wat to blog in. I juz finished my homec practical test .. fuckin bored now. i made a burger. suckz. its too simple. and i forgot to finish up my stitchin thing. watever shit.

yesterday .. went to the library wif mas to studee. found LOADS of minahrips and matripss. eEe. then .. met my sis, wardah, athik and aniq at the fourth level. she was trying to studee but cant concentrate cuz her ex was there .. and she hated him. before that .. me n mas had a very heavy lunch. actually IM the one wif very heavy lunch till i cant finish. hehe. mas had to help out by eating my fries. heheh. then got my lime mag then headed to lib. i told my sis n her gang to go away .. and both of us took the seat instead. hahakz ! im soOo bad. actually i dint actually shooed her .. i juz told her to go find other places or sumting. o yeah. after skool .. i met hazurah. she wanted to return my avril cd. heheh. sieow girl she is. then saw syir .. she n hazurah has this seahorse meeting thing. btw .. our skool is breeding seahorse. heheh. at first i dint believe it .. and then when i decided to follow hazurah and syir to e bio lab .. then i realized it WAS true. hahakz. then went back wif the two of them. at the nearby blok .. saw nana & yaya's gang. dian was wif them too. she wanted to go back wif us. at that time .. hazurah was sleepy .. she went off n took the bus. heheh. left the 3 of us .. me .. syir n dian. syir n dian were fuckin pissed wif bitches. then dian wanted to talk more bout them. we sat at the pondok and let out all our anger. it made me feel more relaxed man. i made sum killing plans too. hehe .. but not real lar.

walau .. yesterday was the most tiring day of all. well .. not quite lar. supposingly yesterday we should hav done our practical test BUT ! mdm norahan was on mc. phew. im damn lucky cuz .. i dint bring any ingredients !! i forgot bout e test shit. then yesterday .. went home at around 9.30 pm. we stayed in e lib till 9 i think. wOw. really tired. kay lar .. i gotta bail.

Stay Strange maggots ..

things will never be the same again

2004-09-29T13:46:00.000+08:00

my miserable days are cumin back. at the same time .. im feelin a bit confuse. wat is exactly happenin to the world ????? evryone is becumin strange lately. or is it juz me ?

MT period sucked alot. they called me shit. thought it was over .. y still on ?? fuckers ! i wont mess wif their life so dont mess wif mine !!!!! they said they wanted to be my fren .. wats this ??!! i wsh they would juz fuck off. that guy .. he's juz another problem. haiz. yesterday had EL oral exam. it was quite hard. miss margaret lim was the invigilator. the conversation was bout courtesy. wow. countdown to final year exams and left wif 16 days. 16 days !!! nervewreckin moment fer me. must concentrate more on sci and maths. malay also. don concentrate on boiz. haiz. after the oral exam .. went to met yaya .. syir .. hazurah .. ifa .. nana .. and farain. wanted to find mas cuz i wanted to pass her sumting that she really wanted. hahakz ! so .. decided to go looking fer her wif yaya. went to e cookery room n there she was .. cooking. was a bit shocked lar cuz ' that guy she was talkin bout ' was actually there. then mas was like ' i noe ! ' heheh. watever shit. me n yaya stayed in e room fer awhile. then mas n nora wanted to try shahirans cookin .. n ' the guy ' was sittin there too. me n yaya wanted to see how he react wen mas was there. wat he did was .. staring blankly into mas and smilin. hahakz ! is it a good sign ??? but he is currently in lurve wif a bitch in skool. one mutherfuckin wannabe bitch. he's blind. yeah. then after that .. went home wif syir n yaya. we dint exactly went home .. we sat down under a blok .. n gossiped bout the bitch. we were still so-called not satisfied wif her. talk .. n talk till it was bout 6.15. yeah. went back home n felt sick.

im happee cuz i survied a week in skool. that was last week. heheh. see .. i do hav mixed feelings.
will update more ...

Stay strange maggots ..

2004-09-26T21:56:00.000+08:00

this is ALPHA REMIX

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2004-09-24T23:12:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey ...

i aint happee. im feelin glad.

hahakz. clint eastwood nyer lagu. anywayz .. im doin okie. need fuckin help for maths man !!! argh !!! all my grades are goin down the drain. o yeah. hahakz .. u girls too are ' goin down man ! '

bout 5 secs ago .. i got a really surprisin call. its from khairi. yeah. khairi .. e former guy from the grp of 4 amigos. he talked sum stuff. hmMm .. should i believe ? he's gonna meet me tomoro .. so .. we'll see wat happens. today had run again. after we ran .. i looked fuckin pale wif purple veins all over my hands. cuz it was fuckin cold. then .. went to meet mas n yana after skool cuz we planned to go out wif frenz from another skool. cant be named. hahakz. i cant wait fer skool to end man ! i want the holidayz !!! fucked up life.

Stay strange maggots ..

you might just turn into something i like ....

2004-09-17T14:24:00.000+08:00

he talked to me !!! wheEe !!! i dint noe he was that cute n charmin. hee hee. ala .. stakat ckp sorree jer. hahakz. no big deaL. anywayz .. i had to run 2 rounds around the skool plus 3 more rounds around the skool field. they're fuckin toturin me !!! i fuckin hate u adss !!! but .. it was all good. yaya .. im really sorree bout the news. wish u all the best and remember .. u still got ur fwenz. im damn happee sia today !! hehehehehe !! he talked to me man !!! i wonder wat will happen next ????

Stay strange maggots ...

this suckz ...

2004-09-16T19:42:00.000+08:00

okie. my computer is already repaired. wow .. its been really long since i last touched e pc. i miss u computer !!

i cant believe that this already term 4 which means .. the holidays are almost here and so is puase. so fast sia. and also .. the nerve-wrecking end of year exams. im gonna prove to my dad that im gonna get promoted to sec 3 nxt year. skool is giving me more stress. keep thinking bout the exams ... so on so forth. til i dint even hav time to catch the vma !!! argh !!! i havent even finish doin my projects ... haiz. o yeah. heard that yesterday miss yeo cried cuz she cant control our class. well .. she's not the only one. i hate n3 eversince the beginning of the year. sorry classmates .. but u guyz suck ! (except fer sum) hope i'll get a better class next year. anywayz .. i gotta go eat.

Stay strange maggots ...

so cold .. so broken .. paperdoll decays ...

2004-09-09T13:57:00.000+08:00

fuckin despise copycats!!!!

kay nvm bout that. i got my exam result. its really .. very .. disappointing. skool really suck.
yesterday had skool. a few of us classmates volunteered to do pancakes fer OO. i noe .. lame.
and .. i still cant use my pc .. now im using naz's pc. yeah .. im at her place ..

hmm ... there were stories bout the enemy yesterday. was fuckingly pissed off wif her. she will be the second to be killed on my list. that mothafucka. now she's trying to be my close fren. wat the heck ??? wat exactly is she trying to do ?? she is a life ruiner .. a fake. evrything bout her is fake. i hate her.

o yeah. theres a guy from my skool who has a crush on me. i dont think im gonna fall fer him.
in the mean time .. im not into guyz. cey .. cam tol jer.

i need to go help naz wif her hw.

Stay strange maggots ...

happee holidays everyone

2004-09-06T13:46:00.000+08:00

hey ..
finally the holidays are here. but hav 3 days to go to skool.

i got a new haircut. hahakz. lurve it. no more straight hair. on friday went to watch a cinderalla story wif mas. i watched till i cried. it was that touching. haiz ... chad murray was handsome man !!! kay .. watever. the next movie to watch is the face. we're gonna watch it on friday again. heheh. on saturday was my niece's birthday. happee belated 5th birthday nor ! hmm .. had choco cake. yummie. hmm ... dats juz it. boring.

Stay Strange maggots ..

1 .. 2 .. 3 ... 4 ... plus me .. 5 !

2004-09-02T18:35:00.000+08:00

its great to be back in skool sey ..
hav a group ... its made of MASTURA .. HAFIZAH .. LIYANA .. ANDREA .. AND ME.
when we meet each other .. we treat each other like we havent been meeting fer years .. dats wat i like bout them. they have qualities of friendship. they r fuckin frenly.

hmm ..
dint go to skool today. mls ..
slack at home better .. anywayz holidays cumin ...
but hav to study ar cuz exams are cumin sey ... haiz.

kay .. dats all lar.

Stay strange maggots ..

presenting .... ALPHA REMIX !!!

2004-09-01T20:24:00.000+08:00

its been too Long .....

my damn computer was hit by a virus so .. had to re-install evrything. Fuck.

anywayz .. yesterday was the best. yeah .. it was teachers day. i hav the pix and will update it later. we danced using ' yeah ' by usher. the group name was alpha remix. after that went to my former primary school. damn happee. met my ex classmates ... most i havent met in bout a year plus or maybe months. haiz. then met the alpha remix at causeway point and then we went to far east. ate there .. went window shoping .. took neoprints .. record some clips then went home.

yesterday was great.

Stay Strange maggots ...

super duper outfit babe !

2004-08-24T13:08:00.000+08:00

heheh. got the outfit fer the teachers day performance already. honestly .. it looks cool. hee hee. cant wait to perform in those cuz i've never really wear those type of clothes before. well .. the outfit that we are gonna wear is a boatneck tee and we're also gonna wear a tank top in it. i like the tank top that i bought yesterday. its an orange one. and my boatneck is a black one. anywayz .. i met andrea yana and mas at admiralty yesterday. of course they wore skool uniform cuz they were from skool while i was from home. o yeah. i dint go to skool again today. still sick.

we took the mrt to orchard. funny cuz we were gossiping bout mr ong. hahakz. mas told us that some students call him a rapist cuz of the way he talks and all that. hahakz. they are loads of funny stuff that describes mr ong. hahakz !

haiz .. im gonna miss my dance practice today. and there will be new steps too. damn. hope i will catch up cuz the performance thing is less than a week! anywayz .. if u noticed i've changed my blogskin again. i chose this cuz it juz suits well.
hope ya like it and the pic of the dead girl and her skull doll. hee hee.

Stay Strange maggots ..

[sic]

2004-08-23T14:48:00.000+08:00

hmm ... i dint go to skool today. sick. having a slight fever and a bad tummy ache. yesterday .. the BIG walk thingy was boring. it ended at causeway point. it wasnt that far. we only walked bout an hour plus or less than that. i thought we were suppose to get a goodie bag but .. evryone got a plastic bag with a container filled with food .. a tissue box and a water bottle. sheesh. after that i met naz inside the mall. i cant find syasya ! where were u ?? jumper boi kapa ?? heheh. kiddin. anywayz .. im goin to meet yana later. goin to orchard and gonna get ready in a few mins more.yar .. i noe. tak gi skola tapi leh gi orchard. heheh. wat to do. hav to get the outfit already. teachers day is cumin in a about less than a week. then .. the next day is a holiday !! yayay ! more to be updated later ...

Stay Strange folks !